i ate a lot today.not juz today.seems like da whole week sy makan byk!ade this one day..we out.tot wanna eat somethin healthy.so we went to japannese restaurant at a*.me japannese??ermm xde laa xble blah.so..i was like..ermm ok-ok..jom laa try.so there goes all da sushi2..ngan green japannese soup plus sushi dat got eel on top of it.to play save i juz ate green mee and crabstick sushi.guess wut! i love it!so so sedap plus its healthy.so our next aim wud be indulgence ourself at japannese buffet.huhu budget xleh gemuks mkn japannese food.2nite out!coz tomorow i'm off to somewhere.juz now on da fon. afta this mayb susah nk onda fon berjam-jam.nx month i might be busy.for da sake of a chance of scenery?maybe...

i got less than a week.all i can say now is my body like temple.and i got less than a week.huhu.might lost contact wit certain people.coz i might off to a new place.far far away.gosh i need to talk to somebody rite now...

i've been cleanin da haus for da second time.lap meja ermm smpai i can see da reflection of my face.huhu.bkn nk claim rajin aeh.hehe.actually somethin do bothering me.got butteflies in ma stomach.it juz i dunno how da formation of the butterflies.hehe.its a usual thing.when i feel down or somethin ermm cm xbest.i wud clean up da haus.cuci toilet ke.things dat make me busy.rather than give a space for my mind to think.as i noe dat my tendency of thingkin getting worse n worse.huhu.not inda mood for joggin.maybe afta dis.sign off ym.disconnect da connection.tgk tv.makan?ermm am i supposta makan? gemuk laaa saya now!

 

its fun lazyin at home.doin nothin.ur mind is clear.nothin bother you.i feel alive.or i cud say i think i juz feel better!watched da repeat match between england and paraguay.cud say luck will always be by england side.and wut wud gamarra feel?sumbat own goal?huhu.cant help but talkin bout futball dis day.i read today's newspaper.seen da star made lotsa money.and now u can say how glams do spell fortune.

chatted wit a good fren of mine.bout convo thingy,wut we gonna wear,da makeup,hair style ermm things like dat.its sure gonna be great.seein old frens.some success wit their career,certain blissful in love while other like me still lookin for da opprtunity out there to be grabbed. but i guess everyone has their own rezeki!

am i gonna stuck in front of da computer crackin my mind wit coding, or am i gonna crammpin my brain wit laws rules, dealin wit customer?call me freakin engineer!call me hopeless dreamer!tho i didnt like da adult hood but hey now i'm in da early phase of it.enjoy it?u wish!

past few months i've seen hypocrite,i've seen true friends,i've seen happy people,i've seen sad story,i've seen those who stick thru tick and thin and i've seen good people do change sometimes.i've seen people broke promises.life is life anyway.so juz be in it and enjoy.

rite now..i'm writing dis entry again.checkin ma gmail.postin resume.ymin.i guess i've been listed down my usual task.oh oh listen to da music.almost forgot dat1.thinkin shud i take da job?or shud i sit back and enjoy da world cup?i'm in dillema again.

wut do u think?leave me a comment then!

suddenly there's butterfly in ma stomach.huhu.everythin was sucha mess.da msges the fon calls.i need to talk to somebody.well, da gurl did bring a problemo dis morning.she do make me run to her haus.and not hoping her to commit suicide.gee my life did sound like a drama series!i'm sick and tired wit dis whole lot of controversy.the fact dat i'm too old for another problem child case. but hey, i did sound i'm 23 rite?

my emotional suddenly unstable.early of the month.ermm well u noe laa kan.perempuan*duuh!feel like wanna eat chocolat,nk mkn byk2,over sensitive and etc.and 2nite is someone big nite.hope all going to be ok dokie.i dunno wut to wear.the pink kebaya or the white kebaya.ermm pink ok gaks!insyaAllah i upload da pix later at my fotopages.

hypocrite lick some ***get a life and eat some ****!so fill in the blank ya.

u bodoooooooooooooooooooooo!